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I've become so numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Created on 2005-09-21 20:35:09 (#8351666), last updated 2005-09-22
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| Name: | Rachel |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-05 |
| Location: | San Luis Obispo, California, United States |

My name is Rachel. I'm 22 years old and married to my one true love, Zack. We eloped 3 years ago on August 2, 2002. We want a baby and we're going to start trying to concieve soon.
I love writing and hope to go to colege as soon as we can afford it. More than anything else I want to write a book. They say that writers can only write from thier own pain. I've got plenty of that, enough to fill 4 books if I wanted to. So heres hoping...
I've been anorexic since I was in high school, and I'm not ashamed. My parents used to put me in rehabb for it all the time, but now that I dont live with them anymore, they cant do anything about it. More then anything else, I just want to be as thin as I can possibly be. I was an ugly fat kid when I was little, so I'm doing my best to get thin for Zack and for myself. I'm still fat, but I'm trying so hard.
I'm pro-life and think abortion is a sin. Its disgusting to me that a women can kill a growing life inside her like it was an animal. I think it should be illegal so no more innocent children are slaghtered. Just thinking about it makes me so sad...
If you want to know anything else, just ask. I like making new friends and talking to new people, so dont be scared to say hi.
XOXO ~ Rachel

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